She never said she was innocent

Ignorance is Bliss?
she would beg to differ
cynicism is her bliss

The baby of the family, the little innocent child
full of hate, full of regret
such a young and harmless girl they thought
wait until she discovers herself

A short chubby teenager
the one always made fun of
she can laugh that all away now

everyone always said she was so perfect
but was she innocent?
was she pure in heart and thoughts?

so far from it but she never said she was innocent
she dreamed of ways to kill annoyances
thought of words that would cut deeper than knives

She never said she was innocent
now she is feared by all her pears
she laughs at their fear
there is but one that she would save
the one she refuses to help helped build her up then tore her down

she never understood how someone could put up that charade for so long
but she never said she was innocent
she put on the biggest charade of all yet judged his faults

she never said she was innocent from loving someone and being hurt by them