Life Starts Now

I have given life so many chances,
I compare my pain to everyone elses
Maybe I just needed
I needed to be wanted

I may not have it the worst
But I still got it bad
I kinda just wanted
To be needed

Take me down to the river
So I can just drown
Tie a cynderblock to my ankle,
And watch me go down

You ask me how you should
Carry on
I ask myself trying to
Stay strong

I've watched you fall,
Watched you in pain
If i had the choice,
I'd do it again

I would let you fall
Just like you let me fall
You're so far down
And My
Life
Starts
Now.