Gone

I am gone.
I'm so far gone you wouldn't even know
So far gone I won't even show.
I'm so far gone and there's no way out
so far gone I just want to shout.
I'm so far gone you could never hear me scream
So far gone you wouldn't hear a thing.
I'm too far gone I try and let you see.
So far gone you wouldn't notice me.
I'm so far gone drowning in quick sand.
So far gone there is no helping hand.
I'm too far gone you can't help me.
So far gone I tried, begged on one knee.
I wish you could understand how much pain one could withstand.

I try to be brave yet I have drowned,
I'm in so deep to deep for you to notice,
to deep for you to care I'm gone now nothings left.
I should only hope you learn,
it was never your fault.
The depression cut me
too deep for you see, too deep for you too feel.
The Pain is bigger then me,
I tried to fight.
I'm just gone now.
I'm sorry