In the End

No I don't want to live
Yes I just want to die
No I don't want to live
and I don't know why

No I don't want to live
Yes I just want to die
No I don't want to live
under this cloudy sky

I am lost
in a maze
built by unending sighs
forever stumbling
through the haze
that permeates my mind

No I don't want to live
Yes I just want to die
No I don't want to live
and I'm not gonna lie

No I don't want to sing
I'm more likely to cry
No I don't want to work
I'd rather get high

No I don't want your pity
I don't need you to pry
No I don't want to talk
I'm just not that kind of guy

No I don't want to wait
as I can't take the time
I'm sitting in my dorm room
as I lose my mind

I don't want to live
Yes I just want to die
but it'd hurt other people
and that's why I try

No I don't want to walk
I'd far rather fly
to spread my wings
and let my troubles fly by

So I don't want to live
and I just want to die
I have held on this long
and I can't understand why.