Lost Behind. Fighting To Strive.

I'm losing my grip on things.
Lost behind reality.
Slowly spiraling down.
Everything good is now a distant memory.

Pain so raw.
Tearing at my soul.
Loneliness is now my only friend.
Deppression your the only one that fallows me.

Open me.
Make me real.
Instead of like the no one I feel.

Give me a breath.
Or give me death.
Don't give me your pity.
I'm simply not worth it anymore.

Death your all I'm waiting for.
Days are getting longer and longer.
You'd think that my soul would get stronger.

I'm losing my grip on reality.
My life has lost all normality.
I feel like I'm drifting in and out.

I'm done living in this life with no happiness.
I'm turning into a pessimist.
Please save me or give me the gun. 
Don't let me live this life I dont deserve.