My Vampire

For so long i have roamed the night as a ghost,
for so long i have suffered the way that came as torture,
for so long i was dying so slow, cruel and unbearable was every breath ,
i dared to provoke the death to embrace me deadly,
but refusal she gave me only.

I was scared and vulnerable as a flower in winter,
i was alone crying all the night for someone to set me free,
this spirit almost died in the ashes of mysteries,
pointless life seemed to be, sick of all the words,
my hope was frozen in the eternal ice,
for the most of all i wanted to die.

From the darkness your lips appeared in my life,
you kissed me deadly and made me immortal,
as a mightful artist you created me to live again,
you have born a creature that got another chance to see the life,
in different perspective, magical and bright.

From that night everything suddenly became fascinating,
all the particles of night spoke to me grandiously,
my heart pumped a new blood, a blood of immortality,
a new being stood bravely in this world.

As a guardian you revealed me all the beauties,
all that this world has to offer,
you woke me up from pain and led me to light,
nothing, nothing looked greater than your love.

Nothing more artistic than the way you speak to me,
all the passions are expressed in your being,
how, how to describe something so overwhelming with words,
there is no way only to feel it.

The rivers of tears were changed for the rivers of blood,
so sweet and warm,
however, i have to harm i wont kill i promise,
my human part will stay with me.

I found what was i looking for and you too,
our spirits danced like a one every night,
the happines that you brought was infinite,
oh i prayed for you to stay eternaly.

Every structure of esteticity of your love,
every second you spent being with me,
i felt i have reached heavens in this world,
that before appeared to be the hell.

I admired the charms of this being,
my vampire, angel of darkness you have saved me,
monstrous and beautiful indeed was what you have done,
there was nothing more rare than our lifes,
in dreams we were together for the end of time,
and when you slept with me in my coffin i knew that we will be forever,
but the fate again offenced my soul and toke you away,
however the pain was unbearable to live with,
i pushed tears away and instead of dying i chose to fight,
with the words of yours on my lips, signed by pain, left by love,
i got up from my knees and ran into the night for my destiny,
with all you told and learned me, with the greatest memories of you i am free.