Lovesick Tragedy

They called it a suicide,
everyone looked with surprise
Your family tried,
to deny they tried,
but in the end only you and I know,
that it was a beautiful homicide
I dipped the rose pedals in your blood,
placed them sweetly all around your site
As did I neatly place the pill bottle, blade, & pen
in the precise positioning
Close to your side laid the note
the one that I had you write,
of course after being heavily sedated
Don't worry dear;
you were already numb,
before the blade penetrated
I watched in complete awe as the blood began to flow,
I sighed deeply as the rest of you let go
During your life,
I slowly fell apart
With your death,
I sealed my heart
My love, my love,
was it all in vain?
My love, my love,
I will never love again
My sweet love,
this is the choice you made,
I am sorry this is how it had to end
1 year today marks the day,
Happy anniversary love,
to our lovesick tragedy