Anticipation

I found relief in need
All taste somehow vivid
Wandering the crowd that is
Becoming just another face

Beauty wants to dance
But I pay no attention
Cause I'm not what she needs
Nor am I looking for attachment

And I shake in anticipation
As I drown in this scene
That I find so revolting

And I shake in hesitation
I'll accept the limelight
But only for a moment

Well my head is heavy now
Feel the brain coming awake
Room is vibrant, colors blending
This lifestyle is so unappealing

Forked tongue always here
As sure as the quickening rain
Self decay is my end
Jaded as I am

And I shake in anticipation
As I drown in this scene
That I find so revolting

And I shake in hesitation
I'll accept the limelight
But only for a moment

Must embrace my mean
Oh yes I'll justify the unknown
No I won't bend

Must embrace my mean
Oh yes I'll justify the unknown
No I won't bend

And I shake in anticipation
As I drown in this scene
That I find so revolting

I must embrace my mean
As I shake in anticipation
But only for a moment