lonely girl

i tried to be visible
both body and soul
doing all in my power
to keep my self in control
i laugh at your jokes
both funny and not
i remember things you said
while others forgot
yet you still fail to notice
everything i do
how much i really care
how in love i am with you
while other girls are lying
on how they really feel
i hold my head high
this girl is for real
let me be that girl
that will make your heart sing
i want to be your heart
not just a fling
i always try to hide
whats really on my mind
as i listen to you talk
i put my feelings behind
you say im just a friend
but i wishi could be more
the pain  is unbearable
i cant take it anymore
looks like it doesnt matter
what i say or what i do
because no matter what happens
ill always be invisible to you