Inner me

Today i look inside to see a boy fighting a demon. From the boy's perspective he's in a war in which he can not win. In the mind which has been altered by the demon the world hates the boy and as a result, his heart has been severly damaged. Back to the real world walking around seeing all those faces laughing, mocking, not even beginning to comprehend what pain its inflicting i do not utter a word not even dare to tell anyone. All i can do is sit silently in the barrier ive created to keep people out but to seal my emotions inside. No one dares challenge this way of life or the seal breaks making my emotions rage out of control and hurt their feelings. After realizing what i have done i feel remorse and tighten the barrier keeping people out but keeping me alone.