Lost

I stand face to face
With myself
Staring at nothing else
This is what I am
All that I can be
Mediocrity
Looking around this room
It's only me
Left behind 
Fate has failed me
Along this life
Smiles cannot hide
The remorse I feel
Everyone's moving on
I'm standing still
 
In To Deep
Even on my feet
This life isn't where
It should be
It's been cast aside
For all eternity
Disembodied 
From enjoyment
Severed from success
That's the annoyance
Weighing on my chest
I'm stuck in the ditch
To my disgrace
Cant even look 
Myself in the face
When will this void 
Leave me whole?
When will half empty
Overflow?
 
On this flight to oblivion
Course is steady
But I'm not ready
Island Doom
Is scaring me
Descend towards 
Abonormality and frailty
Forget the peace
Join your enemy
Vengeance meets me
At the door with sin
Can I go up and away again?
Live free, die hard
Or maybe just live hard
And die free
A champions creed.