Afraid

I'm afraid to let them in because I'll get hurt.  
I'm scared to show them my true self because they'll judge me.  
I'm afraid to show my scars because of all the looks of disgust I get.  
I'm scared of feeling pain of heartbreak because I'm loved no longer.  
I'm ashamed to admit my feelings in fear of them being used against me.  
I find that the background is were I belong.  
I acknowledge that loneliness is my only friend.  
I'm forced to face the reality that love is only for those worthy of it.  
And I am not one of the worthy people.