Secret Admirer

you were never there when I needed you so much
why were you always waiting
never wanting me
you were never good to me so much
why were you always singing
never thinking of me
you were never part of my life; you missed so much
why were you always taking
never keeping me
you were never sleeping; always watching too much
why were you always seeking
never reaching me

Do you think about me, now that we are parting?
Is there something I did to make you not want me?
You were always my everything, why cant I be something?
Is there a day you think of me?

You were always there when I didn't want you
why were you always waiting
always hesitating
You were always good to me even when your frightening
why were you always singing
always thinking of me
You were always part of my life; I ignored you
why were you always taking
always keeping me
You were always watching me even when im sleeping
why were you always seeking
always reaching out to me?