Uhmm...hello?

Because there's nothing here
There's nothing in this world I want.
I enjoy not caring
It is good
It is great
But what I do you hate
I've been dreaming lately
of something shapely and indistinct
But I know its not something reality streams
I give in to your authority
I give you what you want
It is good
It is great
But what I do you hate

               
                        I research everything I know
                        Like how to make my own love show
                        And teach myself where to go
                        But it is not enough for you
                        All these things
                           I try to do
                           For everything
                           I give to you
                           But I will not just hesitate
                           You can love me, or you can hate
                         Your thoughts are something I will take
                                    Too bad they never
                                       lend a praise
                                       So long i'd beg
                                  for sucha  thing
                            A little space for sympathy
              Or Perhaps just anything that I would need


But, You know I'd give you everything
And thats something you know too well
I try so hard
I give so much
I want you even just to touch
but soo little there is to have, I know
He dosent love me
Im not worthy?
I'd give up all in my path
And let you push me down and laugh



               So lets just                  keep this between
                 you and me                 and promise me
                    im your every-        thing.If not,I
                        wont keep you far from hell
                         In fact! my perfume will
                       reek of the smell.Ill treat
                     you like I did,    so well! And  
                  all those things        I did that failed
               will fuel me for            such torturing
              Like I did to you             inside that dream        
            So cute! ha!                    The way you scream:P