dying inside

There is no meaning to this dark existence
As the days grow darker
And the sky grey
Tinged with bloody red
As i'm dying inside
Hallucinations causing nightmares in the day time
Monsters wander my mind invading reality
And every day...
They get closer
And closer
And they are hungry
When they finally get close enough
It won't matter anymore
I'll be dead
And they'll feast upon others
Ripping and tearing into the flesh
Spraying blood
And indulging themselves
And I will watch
The grotesque creatures
All claws
And gnashing teeth
skinless..
Disgusting red meat
The smell of rot
The smell of death
The embodiment of my inner death