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I want to
I want to get into that nice warm bed,
But there's a voice telling me I shouldn't inside my head.
I want to curl up next to him, remember how it was,
Before my mind was sown with seeds of doubt, when he was the only 'because'
I want to kiss him, say goodnight, he won't look at me,
But I think I've set the chains in motion, I'm unwillingly free.
I want to go get in to bed, tell him how sorry I am,
Plant a kiss between his shoulder blades and make him understand.
I will not crawl back into his bed,
No matter how much my heart garrottes my head.
But there's a voice telling me I shouldn't inside my head.
I want to curl up next to him, remember how it was,
Before my mind was sown with seeds of doubt, when he was the only 'because'
I want to kiss him, say goodnight, he won't look at me,
But I think I've set the chains in motion, I'm unwillingly free.
I want to go get in to bed, tell him how sorry I am,
Plant a kiss between his shoulder blades and make him understand.
I will not crawl back into his bed,
No matter how much my heart garrottes my head.
Published 13th Jun 2012
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14th Jun 2012 1:08pm
The description between the need and desire balanced against the sense and reality is wonderfully written. The feeling will probably always remain because It has not been yours to make - yes to walk away but not having to chose.
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22nd Jun 2012 7:42pm
This is beautiful, I love the lne, "I'm unwillingly free," it's just beautiful. Well done.
