Mad meanderings of a thoughtless brain

recklessly abandoning my heart

no longer in need of that part

there are things I need to block

my soul weighs on me like molten lava rock

letting go of heavy things

feeling like I have wings

temporarily feeling free

brought back down by gravity

tragedy got me when I was low

that why I feel a need to let go

escaping sadness and madness rein

releasing emptiness and pain

realizing it still feels the same

wondering who is to blame

nothing ever really changed

shit just got swapped and rearranged

well I live another day

I'm sure soon ill have more to say......
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