It Seems like I should write....... a POEM ?!?

It Seems .................     
like I should write      
     
a POEM    
     
where should I go?      
  Into Love?      
Sex?      
Surprise?      
Betrayal?      
unexpected risk?      
elusive Success?      
   
the possibility of folly      
the light    
at end    
of a Conqueror's tunnel?      
     
why a poem?      
       
why not merely live?      
create and destroy      
with every move    
like every single
organism groping clumsily
through blinding lightness
    
oh?    
   
 thou detectest      
an     
attempt
to inject
a scintilla of rationale?    
   
some self-balming         
theoretical  
spa level      
stress and guilt      
release?    
 
Grrrllll Please !  
     
 some      
self-blaming      
brunt-bearing      
responsibility      
 for the lifetime      
of someone else    
besides me?    
   
  yeah      
       
 a poem      
 
will fix it all