Finding Out Who I Am Outside of Religion

Letting go of not knowing the mysteries of this world and after is the hardest thing to do. What if there's a hell? What if I'm going there? What if? What if?

I don't have the answer. I'm spiritual for sure, but I'm not the one taking away the rights of gays or making sex education weird.

I want to live outside of who's in spiritual danger and who isn't. Live outside of a sheltered, closed mind. My mind doesn't work this way. It seeks possibilities. It seeks the bigger picture.

I don't wish to label myself when it comes to religious views because it doesn't matter. It would offend me greatly to know that my skeptic friends who have actually shown me the love of God would go to Hell over those in church who stuck up their noses and said I wasn't walking in the light.

Oh, God, may there be this kind of love that isn't accessible to me and only to the in group?

I want to explore life free and without fear, tread the unknown and swim the deep seas.

Being able to find life's most deepest questions and answering them.