I Try....So Hard

I Try....So Hard
 
I try  
to pay attention  
to the world  
that spins around.
 
I  
really  
have no feelings  
for the universal sound.  
 
The only thing  
that makes some sense  
and leads me  
to believe  
 
is that I try  
and fail it all  
if your presence  
I would leave.
 
We live within  
the deepest part,
where mind knows  
heart is king,
 
and attributes  
the values sought,
when soul itself  
can bring.