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Fucked up
Twisting the sweet thoughts that once flowed threw my head
Snapping under the pressure but never forget to smile so no one will notice
Strawberry gashes are as sweet as they sound
Kissing my skin and helping me breath a little easier
Down the pills go,down the rabbit hole I call my throat
They fall so easily and soon enough you see the cages inside my own skin
My stomach screams in agony as if I am killing it,oh wait,I am killing it,killing me
Downing the liquor like its water until I can't see,can't think straight anymore
"Don't worry," I slurr through my teeth "I'm fine."
Running that extra mile to feel the pain in my legs
My breathing becoming rapid and strained,but no attack occurs
Screaming like a banshe awakening the creatures that hide in the night
Smashing things to make them as ruined and destroyed as I feel
Picking up the shattered remains and holding them close,because only a monster destroys memories once so dear to her
Each rib shows more and more every day. Each breath is becoming harder to take. My heart won't last much longer,and when it gives out I'll miss the sunlight,but only a little bit.
Snapping under the pressure but never forget to smile so no one will notice
Strawberry gashes are as sweet as they sound
Kissing my skin and helping me breath a little easier
Down the pills go,down the rabbit hole I call my throat
They fall so easily and soon enough you see the cages inside my own skin
My stomach screams in agony as if I am killing it,oh wait,I am killing it,killing me
Downing the liquor like its water until I can't see,can't think straight anymore
"Don't worry," I slurr through my teeth "I'm fine."
Running that extra mile to feel the pain in my legs
My breathing becoming rapid and strained,but no attack occurs
Screaming like a banshe awakening the creatures that hide in the night
Smashing things to make them as ruined and destroyed as I feel
Picking up the shattered remains and holding them close,because only a monster destroys memories once so dear to her
Each rib shows more and more every day. Each breath is becoming harder to take. My heart won't last much longer,and when it gives out I'll miss the sunlight,but only a little bit.
Published 17th May 2012
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13th Feb 2013 5:10am
Ack. It's like you wrote my teenage life. Don't worry; it gets better. It probably sucks to hear and seems like bull, but I promise. Just breathe. =)
13th Feb 2013 5:12am
BTW: Loved these lines:
Smashing things to make them as ruined and destroyed as I feel
Picking up the shattered remains and holding them close,because only a monster destroys memories once so dear to her
So extremely well done.
Hope it gets better for you, though!
Smashing things to make them as ruined and destroyed as I feel
Picking up the shattered remains and holding them close,because only a monster destroys memories once so dear to her
So extremely well done.
Hope it gets better for you, though!
