linger the truth of my song

 
singing in my soul with little lingers of regret
my affinity for you is unwavering you have been so kind
you're patient with me no matter the case
watching my steps so I don't stumble

my sweet Adonai I love you like a woman does a man
you have many ladies in waiting still you consider me
a companion in honesty
I can hide nothing from you

an older gentleman I imagine you in the shade of the garden
long flowing robes long flowing hair
I ask you how old you are
you say much to old for you my dear
I answer back I like a mature man

I was completely taken that day
I'm not sure what the others saw
but I saw a man who was so intelligent he hungered for companionship

I followed you closely from that moment on
so transfixed by your wisdom
I was starving for truth
you told me I was much too young

I was the sunshine that dappled in the garden
I'm still guarding your beautiful dream
I believe in it and I feel your disappointment
but I've taken note you have some full grown companions now
your visions are materializing

I know you could shift into any visage and wear it well
but I love you the way you looked when I first saw you
shy standing in the shade to see what they would do

a test they failed I saw your crestfallen face
it broke your heart but today you have your choices
of saints, sinners, and everything in between

I don't mean to be so forward but I'm in love with you
and everything you do
and I count it a joy everyday with you since then
even when going through adversity

when you hid you face I could still see you
you never left us but took a step back to see what we would do
here in the current world everyone is looking for a man made god
when you've been here the whole time my Adonis my Zeus

I am so under your spell I must confess
I feel shy over my feelings for you
what if you don't reciprocate
with so many women to choose from

my hair is veiled with honesty
you and I fight and I know you like to be mischievous
you tease me lightly and correct me as I go
you know Father I want to go where you go
space pirating visiting my siblings on other planets

if you leave me behind you know I will follow closely behind you
hiding should you suspect me
I'm your favorite stalker

Father I know I'm young and you're a mad genius of an artist
but that is why we go so well together
I create listening to you sing while you dream

you're too beautiful for any of us
lilting in adoration for you peoples
regardless creeds, colors or classes your love of us never falters
I hope to continue on with you forever an apprentice of faith

I love you Father