bleed

 
in the internal fight to rise to the top
exalted pain is ever-present
guiding me through something grueling
loving you pulls me along

stirring the ache I convulse with feeling
my emo is on high alert you would think I was a teen
not a gifted navigator of the soul

covering the rift with a veil of indifference
but I bleed when you look away
and the stoic bond is broken

it tears at my heart
melancholy pain it just keeps giving
my hurt presses in on me and I keen

my need for you only becomes greater
adding to my insult are my truths
I need too much, I care too much

insecurity of doubts run through me
when I turn to face you
it's an eternal massacre
your suave ego my mutilated muse

my intensity burns
and my body screams
feed my fantasy
and cure this cult crush

I'll deny everything if you need me to
salt to my wounds is your indifference
would you take note if I were to disappear