just desserts

 

I want a past that won't
put a boot to the back of
my neck

I want a future that taste
like candy

I want a slate wiped clean
before it was ever written
on

I want to drink with kings
that are fools and fools
that are kings

I want to find a place where
the sun is blind

I want to find torture where
the love never ceases

I want to make life up as
I go along

I want a story with a bad,
bad ending

I want the truth even though
it's going to hurt

I want to wake up
one more
morning

I want everything I
do not deserve

I want to sleep in a
bed not of my own
making

but wanting is one
thing and having
another

as the horses ass
laughs