MY FREE LINE'S LIFETIME, PRECARIOUS, HIGH WIRE ACT  (somewhere unknown in time; Galveston Island, Texas)

   
   
skip fact  
let go  
set free  release  
all those old  archaic  
straight line modes  
of more self limited  
stream of consciousness thoughts  
now long ago let go of  
released  set free  
modes and ways of habitual  
straight line thinking  
into this much better  
more highly evolved mode  
of free line thoughts and thinking  
so break free of
and out from all
self limiting restrictions    
of your mind    
let it snake and flow
mindfully  thoughtfully
thoughtlessly  mindlessly
then either way
watch it grow    
forget time    
as it undulates and intertwines    
with other awakened lines    
creative minds colliding    
in harmonious collaboration    
frequently resulting in    
new creations  out of nothing    
more than just mere circumstance of being  
in or of and from
simply just being yourself
alone
wherein
my seemingly  
always feeling  living
doing and being  
so perpetually by myself
all alone in this world  
especially when each being s    
spontaneously expressing themselves    
in that special zone  
of precisely in tuned  
so tightly focused  
higher consciousness attunement  
all while dancing blind    
alive with thoughts    
and feelings    
forever sensing  thinking  seeking    
new insights    
of deeper meaning    
from  into    
these lives we re living    
this world we live in    
and all unknown    
even greater    
great mysteries beyond    
and yet still    
despite all this    
even with all my optimistic    
positive dream s and hope s    
persistent perseverance    
alas and nonetheless    
it still too often feels and seems    
just as often as not    
throughout my life    
that despite all that    
and this    
there are times    
when i still feel    
just as lost to this world    
as i ever have    
just as this world    
of modern day man    
feels even more    
lost to me now  
yet with that said    
and despite that sad    
forever misunderstood    
long feeling so far beyond  
merely being just misplaced  
as in    
oooops wrong planet  
or was it and is it  
still more a case  
of my eternal spirit and soul  
having been born  
in the wrong solar system  
wrong spiral galaxy  
or wrong universe perhaps  
or maybe even it and i  
were born misplaced  
this time around  
into some whole other  
ill fitting  
lower consciousness  
vibrational dimension  
in which i ve always most often long felt  
so socially isolated  
by nature  nurture and by choice  
leaving me with no other choice at all  
other than my entire lifetime  
of learning how to accept  
to live and cope  
as best i can  
with this persistent  lonesome feeling s  
still ongoing  lonely fact    
i so openly    
just confessed here now  
but even in light of all that  
i ve still somehow consciously managed  
to even more fully realize    
and experientially know    
just how much    
my now long awakened    
higher consciousness s    
oneness awareness    
has further opened    
grown and evolved    
here presently now within    
my own self realized    
truer  truest  eternal  higher self    
over the erratically crazy    
yet adventurously rich course    
of my present life s    
journey s path    
with still no visible    
end in sight  
to be found  
here within  
this dwindling tail end trail  
of my long ago transformed  
let go of  
set free  
release  
of all my old  
archaic  
straight line modes  
and ways of perceiving  
sensing  feeling  
thinking  being  
doing and living my life  
completely over now  
to only my  
free lines  
much less self limiting  
much more freeing  
modes and ways  
of perceiving  
sensing  feeling  
thinking  being  
doing and living out  
the rest of my life s  
remaining    
present  ongoing journey s  
unforeseen  unknowable  
course and path  
still not yet laid out  
nor unfurled  
just up ahead  
of me here now  
as of yet  
so far  
as far as i can see  
or tell  
at least thus far    
here for now  
tonight