you know my arse looks good in this

Let's dance you said  
and I was too high  
to question the ramifications  
of the way I could get  
inside your head  
or lose my own  
 
Because lets be honest
uninhibited is the only  
good version of me  
it's who I want to be  
when the daylight hits  
and the drugs wear off  
 
But I don't know how  
to be this person  
without these tendrils of guilt  
wrapping themselves  
around my mouth  
and pulling me back  
into the dark  
 
Because I mean more  
than I say  
and I don't mean  
a fucking word of it  
depending on what time  
of day you catch me  
and whether or not  
I'm feeling sorry  
or not sorry at all  
 
And I'm not going to pretend  
like we didn't mean  
every single word we let slip  
like a spell cast  
to awaken a past life  
or a next life  
or any life  
that isn't this one  
 
Because I'm always  
going to want to know you  
but the lines have been long drawn  
and the lines of us  
could never have been drawn  
any other way  
 
I get high  
you say let's dance
and in these hours  
long before daylight  
I say why not