You are not my mother

Tried to torture me, with the food I consumed,
Even through the pain and puke you resumed,
What you wanted is all I can presumed,
I was pathetic, but you seen me groomed,

My death, is your end game or was it my money?
Telling me your truth, the lies, is all for me,
I seen through you your webs caught in motion,
Your screams causing quite the commotion,

You did what you did when hate in your eye,
Treat me how you want, but why do it to her,
That day you showed us what's really inside,
You're hate, your anger, your venom resides,

How long has it happened for days or years,
No phone, no bank, all friends denied,
Couldn't cry for help no matter the tears,
Alone in the dark, scared and dying,

To break free, i failed even when trying,
You grip on my head you twisted with glee,
You used my father, a weapon, against me,
He was my hero, something you'll never be,

He escaped you, you hated him for that,
So on us, you took out all your crap,
Your rage, racism, vile and bellows,
You're just a coward, nothing but yellow,

Trying to push my fiancé down stairs,
You'll never get chance to touch even a hair,
You're nothing to me, you matter no more,
To me your a liar, a violent old whore,

You've taken so much and given nothing back,
You're as vindictive and nasty as they come,
To be a mother, you've gone well off that track,
I can promise you this, you've lost your son,

You lied and shouted, and with me you used,
Everything right down to the sexual abuse,
You're nothing to anyone but  a living disease,
The sooner you're dead, my minds at ease,

This is the last, of you, I'll ever speak,
You played victim, you attempted to cry,
Attention you seek, that week, fuck what you seek,
You don't the respect of a proper goodbye,

Most night I have nightmares of the things you did,
Your true character is something you hid,
But not any longer, you're nothing but filth,
You're no mother, just resent you've built,

You hate that I'm happy, dislike my fiancé,
Good, you should, so to quote Beyonce,
You're a single lady, but you deserve no ring,
You're a monster, a nothing, just a thing.

No one again, will ever call you mummy,
You aint earned that title, you're an incubator,
Always alone, like a violent masturbator,
If you can find it, over your 30ft tummy,

Wanna know something that I find amusing,
Something that you gonna find confusing,
You're existence, is done, of that I'm refusing,
Like the time you told me, condoms you keep reusing,

I wanna end with a thank you, which i know is weird,
Because you're a small woman, one you think is feared,
Everyone around you hates you, you're fuckin deranged,
Good luck trying to live, you're alone on that stage.