CLUELESS  NAMELESS  CRYPTIC GNOSIS  (4:39pm, 5-20-2024, Palm Springs, California)

       
       
this      
seamless        
nameless        
ever clueless      
yet      
all knowing      
cryptic gnosis        
sans        
hypnosis        
timeless        
homeless        
fearless        
mindful  boneless        
boneful  mindless        
ever curious  
ever seeking  
ever learning  
ever growing  
ever evolving      
ever needing        
ever wanting        
more and more  
open minded  
further  
experiential unfolding  
of this flowing  
mystic  cryptic gnosis        
sans hypnosis      
greater truth      
i am      
which      
can t be      
spoken  shared      
nor known      
with others      
in this      
world      
with or through
mere descriptive words alone      
which nonetheless      
still encompasses  
my even greater  
inner core strength  
truth inside  
this quickened  
now long ago  
transcendently awakened  
eternal spirit being  
beyond this mortal  
physical being  
that i also  
presently here  
still only  
temporally am  
just as      
it always      
has been      
ever since      
i first      
came into      
this world      
although now      
as i ve      
grown older      
here along within      
this crazy  
wondrous  illusory world    
of mortal man  
it too      
has changed      
much more  
along with me  
and with us all  
it has taken      
so much from me      
now  
that i feel  
i can no longer  
keep up      
with it at all      
nor at this point      
do i even      
want  or care to anymore    
at times      
which only leaves me feeling  now   
that much more
lost and lonely    
misplaced  irrelevant  
forgotten  erased  ignored  
wherever    
i am  
wherever i go  
in this rapidly dying  
seemingly hopeless  
intractable world  
gone mad  
now here  
still all alone    
in my life    
in this world  
increasingly left behind      
abandoned  
socially discarded  
completely disconnected      
from most others      
in this world      
at and in  
these cosmically shifting  
spiritually transformational  
necessary  times  
for this world itself  
for mankind as a species  
for all of life  
for all that is  
to come together  
more unified  
in harmonious alignment  
in and with  
more fully awakened  
universal  
higher consciousness    
oneness awareness  
with ineffable source  
of all    
here in life s continued      
ongoing procession  
ever further  
permanently forever  
away from all this  
now rapidly imploding  
self destructive  
no longer sustainable  
lower consciousness  
historical human darkness    
with all it s nightmarish  
pandemic  human
and environmental injustice  
it s relentless suffering  
malignant chaos  
and it s virulently spreading
highly contagious
sheer ultra violent  
insanity    
which presently      
still leaves me      
now feeling here  
in this spontaneous      
introspective      
moment s      
further ongoing      
loose  slippery      
unfoldment      
as if      
i ve just      
washed up        
on this        
foreign  ruined        
waveless ocean desert s shore        
no longer now  
feeling quite        
so long lost        
at sea        
here anymore  
though still so clueless  
yet all seeing  
all knowing  
intuitively  
in my heart  
my soul  
my being  
as to        
where        
it is        
i next        
might be going  
further growing  
ever further unfolding  
more closely towards    
in my open hearted  
open minded  
free spirited nature s  
eagerness s  
ever ready        
to explore        
to redefine        
to reinvent        
to recreate        
myself        
once more        
so hopefully    
i may    
quietly      
begin again        
my life s    
long  strange    
still ongoing      
crooked    
broken journey s    
unknown        
open ended        
path ahead        
onward with      
my greater      
transcendently      
awakened      
inner truth      
to share      
with all      
as well      
to help      
guide me      
more clearly      
more calmly      
more quietly      
more humbly      
more gently      
more kindly      
on into and through      
whatever may      
still yet be left      
of the rest      
of my still  
much too restless      
long  wearied      
path s      
still ongoing    
further unfoldment    
of my much    
greater    
spiritual journey s    
higher    
more meaningful    
purpose and reason    
for me    
my eternal spirit    
and soul    
and my present    
life s    
even ever    
having come    
to be here    
born into    
this struggling world    
as this living    
being i am    
consciously    
alive    
here during these    
most critical times    
in this still    
wondrous    
ever mysterious    
ever challenging    
beautiful world s  
school  
of hard knocks  
which ever so gradually  
throughout many lifetimes  
of all our  
seemingly never ending  
struggles and sufferings  
which will ultimately  
hone us each  
and all  
ever more closely to  
the inevitable brink  
of our own  
individual  
and collective  
as a species  
transcendent  
transformational  
fully awakened  
spiritual enlightenment  
with and into  
our eternal  
true  sacred  
oneness  
with all