Suicide by nine

Stay tuned for a suicide by nine.
Finally over pretending I could ever be fine
Tonight is the night where my soul leaves the world
It's when I finally get to escape this place and go to DreamWorks.
When I eat the round of the 357 revolver.
I'll end my pain not only once but forever.
We get to have a blow out party.
Fuck it this attempt will work for that im not be sorry.
There won't be long periods of bleeding out.
Instant death at nine is a easy checkout.
I need no feelings that will be thrown to dismiss and lie about.
There won't be my side or the story and their side.
Just one really useless man that commits suicide