Mountain Top .

If I could weave inside and out and meet myself on the mountain of now. A deep appreciation of a moment that is breathtaking as it’s incredulous. You reached the top despite the falls heck we are just people after all. We don’t always see that all the downs will also have a peak. We guard and prepare for the worst after the seasons of snow and despair, but we forget spring will break and make up for the heart break.  When you are six feet under how you can see the wonder? Like a child’s eyes when it’s sees it’s first Christmas tree or learning to walk when you are constantly trying to anticipate the next pitfall.


Life is not to be controlled it a natural force of nature. How can you fill your cup up if you think it’s broken sure it’s got a few cracks when you were hit with storms and wanted Chamomile tea Life isn’t it’s me plus all my anxiety and fight and flight in if what maybe’s. I can’t fix what isn’t broken yet, but I can push my button in my mind to reset and climb to reach the mountain top without fear but a sense of I am going to get there regardless. Life isn’t fought on the outside it’s fought in your own mind. Fear cripples and faith and confidence and resilience build to courage to take a step. What was I ever thinking? Control isn’t life it’s a life sentence.