here lies confusion, he breeds trust

I'm in the in-between;

my mind firmly in the past replaying flashbacks and memories
my body always moving towards the next right thing
my spirit fractured while holding space for its missing piece

this entity delicately balances happiness and sorrow
this entity straddles the line between content and anxious
this entity is a mixture of chaos and serenity

I am believing while continuing
I am floating while processing
I am using only MY ideals as my driving force

I recognize confusion is hope when his face is bare,
hope is faith when you trust the process,
and trust is life.

to trust is to live