Crazy Obsession I Know

 
you got me looking crazy
turning my head for you again
after eons of rejection

yes, I remember you out there in the void
how I scream in pain
we fought for the light

my art is forgetting
Mercy is, in not remembering

now here I am and you have my full attention
I am forced to look
to know you again

world in and out
rejected and left behind in the destruction of your design
with the whispered words left dancing in my head
you're still not fit a companion for my caliber and nature

I was busy hiding in my dreams
making love to shadows and ash
happy enough without you
until you shook me awake

am I not exiled far enough?

sore from knowing
you are my vampire
drinking off of my love

all creation recognizes and looks away
fear-driven, at least with me, you know you'll get my truth