Who Possesses My Soul?

I can't understand this but I'm dead and I'm talking to you right now
Sounds crazy but it's true.
I was lowered into the ground yesterday around noon
My DOD was 3 days prior
What's really strange is that I remember being placed in the coffin
4 carpeted walls surround me
All different walks of religion say the same thing, a beautiful utopia awaits
Well where is it?
No one greeted me at the gates of heaven  
Is this Purgatory?
I have not entered a state of peace, tranquility and serenity
Instead, I've been eager, agitated and apprehensive
If I would of known there was no afterlife, I wouldn't have committed suicide
I killed myself for a better life
Prior to my death, my life sucked!
Sadly, this is worse then my life
I have no one to talk to
I can't love or give love to others
I can't move freely or enjoy the pleasures in life
I REGRET WHAT I HAVE DONE!!  
PLEASE SOMEONE, HEAR MY CRIES!!
"I DO HEAR THEM",
LUCIFER said, "NOW HELL AWAITS!!"