Countdown to Destiny

Lost in my insanity  
Cursed life with profanity  
Searching for my destiny  
Life's ending a mystery  
Desperate shadows where I hide  
Living life with truths that lied  
Following the rules I don't abide  
Helping all that I denied  
Playing minds with all the games  
Confusing all those different names  
Helping people tack on shames  
Death and life and all whom blames  
This laughter I hear must cease  
Pressures pain that I release  
Searching for that inner peace  
Walking the line that I tease  
Toying with my life and death  
Sucking in my final breath  
Losing what's gone and I left  
My life's end was a theft  
Stolen from what isn't real  
In my mind and what I feel  
This broken heart will not heal  
No longer with it can I deal  
Living in this misery  
My life is such a tragedy  
Evil thoughts all dasterly  
Finish this life accordingly  
The end is soon to near  
Facing death without a fear  
Voices no longer can I hear  
Answers on my mind now so clear  
Lost in this wordly maze  
Over the edge and full of craze  
Out of focus and numbered days  
My hand clenches and enslaves  
And takes my breath away  
This here my final day  
Final words I try to say  
Life soon I will betray  
Down to my last hour  
Bitter thoughts all turned sour  
Fighting without any power  
Death wins and will devour  
Me I have no more will  
My hearts turned ill  
My life its soon to kill    
This here my final thrill  
Death overtakes me  
No longer can I see  
Nor feel nor be  
But finally free