Feelings unknown

 I was always taught ,that love was easy . I now know that to be lies.love hurts more than anything ive experinced. You probally want an answer but I longer have one, for I do not know if we are meant to be .love shouldn't make me ill . I forewarned I can dissappear like we were never lovers , forget all memories and carry on . A skilll of self preservation learned long ago. I do not know if this is goodbye dear but I feel things will not be the same