inside the moment

 
inside die a little to happiness lost
gifted liar weep regret
too soon you went away
into the dark
where I couldn't touch you
 
my vaulted secrets burn me
and you would never know my keening regret
I seek you in the darkness
too cold to touch
your anger shut me out
 
I wept in the blue, alone
I wanted to fix things
but there would be no mending
no turning back
forward ever, forward into the empty void
 
voiceless wanderer echoing pain
i reach to touch you
you shrug away
it hurts my love
it breaks me down
 
I am dying alone within my chambers
wept loneliness is the only break in the silence
inhale slowly, exhale my forlorn feelings
I'm stuck in the moment  
 
I see you walking away
and i can't scream stop