never let them...

 


never let them see
a teardrop in the
corner of you eye

never let them
catch that lump
forming in your
throat

don't give the
bastards the
satisfaction

never let them
know your insides
are shaking like
some poisonous
mass of jelly

never let them see
the sweat forming
on your forehead

play it all close to
the vest

keep your cards
hidden

make them guess
about your next
move

and when they
think that you
are finished

prove those dead
suckerfish wrong

and leave all those
decomposing (never
had it, never will have
it) pretenders rotting
in your rear view
mirror

with your eyes fixed
dead ahead

gunning it

and heading straight
for a paradise of
your own
making

and to those of you
who delight in seeing
other fail

others
fall

may your balls get
stuck in the chainsaws
of a monkey phlegm
filled throatf**ked
freezing hell of
diseased hypodermic
needles

love to all,
buddhakitty