moment

 
by the indigo light colors bleed
blending with my emotions
until all is gray

I stir the feelings
and they rise to the surface
it hurts to feel this way
so vulnerable and alone

empathy allows me to bond deeply
honesty keeps me bidden
in the pain weep

touching the void I ache
seeking my soul's affections
tender gentleness opens herself
and then regrets the moment

a deviant vexation overcomes
and the day is lost
where innocence prevails

once again I succumb to the melancholy
blue in presentation she loves me like no other
sanctuary in the darkened mood

misty eyes lie and say it's okay
tears fill my eyes and the truth is told
my soul to fade in the indigo