Love, Fear and Me

Heart jumping out of my chest
Love or fear
I never really know
I think I'm happy
But my breatheing becomes quicker

I smile
You smile back
There goes my heart again
Should I be afraid
Then why do I feel calm

Love and fear
They feel so alike
I never know wich I'm feeling
Is that normal

Why look at a girl like me
Red, purple, pink and blond hair
Brown eyes
Pale skin
I'm not normal

I like fake hair
But my personality is far from fake
Say thing how they are
People think I'm rude
They don't get to know me

Will you....