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Last moment recall

Truth be told
I said so.didn't I?
Midget
Seems legit
Technically
In theory
To  be Politically correct
Let it be know

these are my sayings on which i will randomly use.
Do I feel good bout myself?no.
am I worth it?no
Do I trust.yes
have I been betrayed,wronged,lied to,cheated.yes

Do I keep trusting ...sure
why not,I mean think about it.Its better to trust and love,than to love and feel like your about to be betrayed

I'm sure everyone has been threw a moment where they trusted .or were forced into something and forced to trust them.i have and each time i was betrayed or whatever else was listed

truthfully i'm no poet or a good one at the least.just someone who would randomly right apon this screen.funny?

I hate it when people have to care/help me.not saying i hate you or what you do.It just makes me feel...useless? inable to do the task myself.so I need some help.also had too grow up and/or be around everything that put me down...funny thing i stayed down.didnt want to prove them wrong.i was honestly too scared that if i tried to prove them wrong id have no point to prove

but now im a (semi)"smart" person,on occasion an asshole(ask most friends) and "great"person a caring one,loving,helpful,a full of shit douche bag.

i cant hurt you.without noticing it,ive done it before and ill do it again :/.i can twist your mind or your feelings,with a single sentence(will i try? no)i have changed history with a week of lies and created a completely period where everyone thinks its right.

some may think 'this poem is about me.what the fuck did i do too you?'well its not."deal with it" not everything im going to say is about anyone unless the title has said person in it.

(these next parts will be about some people)

You: ill never know if you read this.or any of my poems,i should you the site.but will you read them? i dont want you disappearing again.you were my big sis.then *poof*.you better come and stay with us in june.or i will hunt you down

Another you:tell me anything.honestly,your a great person to me.i miss hanging with you an talking too you.i guess i know now why you dont talk too me,or wanna hang,or hug :| its fine truely its worth it too.wether i bring you down.ill throw you up again.(or into a pond if it counts ;)

One last person:too be honest i used too like you.alot..but things changed.i have maggie and your alone but so popular.i think.everyone likes you and you claim too have a "bad"side but ive never seen it.i know youll never read this because your not into the same stuff as i am...but truthfully your the last person id ever think.would like me.bet you don't :P
Written by Themaster5man44 (Whats next)
Published | Edited 13th Apr 2012
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