Long time no see

God,Mumhamid(or however you spell his name)Buddha,Hinduism,Jews
ever thought...whats the point? is there an afterlife or a God.one of "true power" and "mercy" if mercy? then why life and how it is. I hear people complain and tell how bad they have had it, so God? Jesus? "The Holy Spirit" wheres that great mercy?

Chris got hit by a car.im depressed.tess's life was ruined by her mom.ppl ik are starting to forget Maggie&not really caring for her. I'm failing at school,socializing,being an oldest brother, at anything.

is this going to be some "poor me" poem idk.call it what you want. But all i NEED to know.is there turely something for us out there? proof? of all that "faith" shit?...I lost all mine. i trust but i have no faith.

My mother told me yesterday that "you carry everyones burden on your broad shoulders,but they can't hold as much as you put on there and you never let anyone help you. why? you won't tell me....

true I don't open up, because iv'e held so much for years so if I let a little go the rest explodes out and I'm afraid of what people will find out.secrets and lies ive kept.secret agent almost...except more depressing ;).....

Look up AWOLNATION-Jump on my Shoulder its the closest (sort of) when a song comes near me