smiling wildflowers

 
this is the last of them  
my dedication to you has been steadfast  
even as I write this goodbye
I know it won't stand
 
my heart hurts, now I'm angry with yours
you fucker, you flirt
you're inconsiderate too
I hate the way you act
I hate that I'm attracted to you
 
it burns my pride
there's nothing nice about you
you're Sadistic and mean
I really think I despise you
the ladies think you're something and you are
an incorrigible liar and smart ass too
and these are the finer things about you
 
I would love to cut into you
your snobbery knows no bounds
it makes me want to wretch
 
it's the high tower you hide in
but I wonder, where is your soul?