Toxic Exotic

It was always you  
The one that would control my time  
I will ask you this once more  
Will I always be on your mind?  
Right now, I'm laying in bed  
Wearing nothing but perfume  
I am rare like those Autmn roses  
But I will try my best to bloom  
 
I hear the rain pouring  
Trying to be louder than my heart  
Late at night, when your arms are not here...  
That is the worst part  
 
When you would touch my hair  
And look into my eyes to see  
All the reasons why  
You'd need, love, and miss me  
 
How could I be so lucky?  
To have you come back  
For someone like you has found my fears  
And has made me laugh