needful refrain

 
in my quiet time I query
where did you go my love?

I can't feel you

your quiet resolve demanding
I respect your boundaries
but masochism longs for your loving

while you chastise me for my neediness
you tell me not to be so eager
chaste of soul I wait in the shadows
till you come forth announcing your desire

in the silence I burn with lust
just wanting you to fuck me
I hate that my greed overcomes my pride
and I give myself to you

as you drive deep into my pain
you catch a glimpse of my heart
tawdry innocence shies away
as you kiss me gently

I bloom, my swollen need slowly opening
you come so close to my want
and penetrate me

in agony you show perfect restraint
and close the door to my soul's chambers
now, I await your touch to free me