Painful Memories

I really tried to communicate. But your behavior seemed so fake.
 I told you I love you,but you didn't reply.
I guess all of it was just a lie.

 I needed your help and you went away to fly.
That gave me a hard time,and so I cry.
Maybe my whole life was a lie.

 You came and put jewels on my head.
 I felt special,a bond,I wept.
 But you stole the crown and gave it to another.

All night, I cried to my mother.
But even she didn't understand the pain I felt.
 At the end,all I did was melt. And so then he came

,and kissed me on the lips. That was a feeling I'd always miss.
 I haven't felt love,since I was six. All I want is my heart to be fixed.
But I don't want a charming prince.

 I just want someone to help me,knowing there's a risk.
Despite the fact you are what I miss. For years, I felt as if nobody
had loved me. But each time I told someone, they judged me,

but not lightly. They would say, ""You are a freak!"".
Why do they not like me? I was nice to everybody.
I don't deserve this at all.

I look down,as I walk down the hall. Not looking at anybody,
because of my past. My insecurities are something i cannot get past.
 I just hope it goes away fast.