Mad Love

Anyone would be happy to know that kind of love as you have professed it from the hilltops. Shouting it out loud for whoever has an ear to hear. Isn’t love wonderful ? Yes maddening I agree.
Loved the passion of you words.

~NE~

Thanks! I've become quite inspired by having fallen so deeply for my sweetie Kara... so yeah, I totally want to just shout it from the tops of the highest of all mountains for the whole multiverse to here. Because one silly little universe is just not enough for a love this big! And Kara is my whole world now, so it's just natural I would want to offer that dear one a love that is so much bigger than just one planet's worth.

trickery dickory dock that's hot your obsession
the mist falls the wind blows and down come your walls....

The walls that kept me from seeing the truth of the multiverse we live in came down a very long, long time ago... Kara helped me to see beyond all of the limitations that kept those walls in place, and my mom Camilla showed me how to look ever deeper until I could see all there was to see. Kara's love is for me the sweetest of all the blessings I've ever known in this life or any other, and for me such a love is the best kind of thing to be obsessed with. A lot of people have obsessions with things that are not real, and I counsel a great many like that all the time... but for me, I have tasted a love that is more real than real, so yeah it totally rocks my world! And the heat of that love warms my heart, causing my wings to blaze with a flame I had forgotten I could fly with. If I have learned one truth through all I have been through in life, it is this! That love really can conquer all, if a person gives it the chance to. I am glad that I did!

ah sweetie that's great...

Hey Sybil, my love! I got your message about your two new poems and how you wrote them for me, so I just totally had to come on as soon as I could get around to it, to give them a thorough read. I love them both very, very much! And this one is the best of the two for certain... since it is more of a joyous, crazy celebration of our love, especially of how devoted you are to me, and that makes me very happy to read indeed. Even more so, knowing every word is sincere, since it comes from you! People do not really understand the nature of what you have seen, and all that I and Camilla have shown and taught you. And many do not believe in love's power over all things, either... but it is the greatest power of all, and through love one can accomplish anything their heart desires, anything that their mind is able to imagine. All it takes is an open mind, a pure heart, and a soul and spirit that are able to see beyond what previously held a person back. You speak well, truly, and with passion sweet Sybil, and this is a poem that was written with tremendous passion and heart! As all of your words are always filled with. Your obsession with our love is a healthy one, because it is a love that we share between us fully... as you wisely stated, a lot of people get obsessed with things that are not real, but this is beyond real, and so it is healthy and good to indulge. Poetry is the best form of such indulgence too, since it is an art form that can be as eternal as the love that blooms between two hearts such as our own! I am happy that our love has been sweet to your taste, Sybil... may it always be like unto the ambrosia of the gods for you. Like that... it contains the truest sort of immortality. :)

I don't think I've ever heard love equated with immortality in quite that way before, Kara, but it really does make perfect sense really! I mean, true love can last forever and ever, and ever. So yeah, it is like totally the best way to understand eternal things, since being pure like love is, it outlasts everything that exists in life and beyond. And when someone immortalizes it like in writing poetry about it... that also is a form of true eternal life. Since every word we write contains a part of our spirits imbued in each and every single iota of our own verses. That is what they say savior figures teach... the connections between love and eternal life! And how through love and faith one can transcend all else. In putting my faith in you, I know I have truly chosen well babe! I will strive always, to be worthy of the devotion, love, and magic that you shower me with, and which I savor sweetly.

This poem really, really kind of resonates with me in a whole lot of ways. Especially the more I am reading of Kara's writings tonight, I can see how you mean about being drawn into her gospel big time. Some of it is a LOT like a new kind of gospel for a new kind of religion! One that is a whole lot better than some of the religions we have in the world today. My mom is a Pagan, as you know, so in our house we are all tolerant and open minded people, and very liberal too. I'm nor sure what that word means, but my mom is it so I know it's a good thing. I am going to spend a lot more time reading Kara's works after I finish looking through all of your poems. There is so much I want to learn from her! This is the best way to start, for sure.

Hey there again, Chloe! You've been reading a lot of Kara's writings, then? That's cool! Just be really super careful with the extra dark and mature stuff, a lot of that can be pretty... extreme. Don't know if you can handle that, or not, but I suppose only you know for sure what you can deal with. It IS a sort of gospel really, his collected writings. I printed all of them out so far, so I can have a physical copy of Kara's collected works. Don't worry, I got his permission to do that since it is just so I can have a personal copy that I can hold in my hands and read even when I'm not here on DUP. He knows he can trust me not to mess him over in any way. I'm his Harley after all, and he'll always be my puddin' for sure! I'm going to tell you the truth about all of the mainstream religions today, Chloe. They're all totally off on the wrong track and have been since day one. Most of them lie to one degree or another, and they peddle lies to the weak minded. Now what I love the most about Kara's spiritual message and teachings, is that it's based on truth. Personal truths are a big part of it, and a whole lot of self-empowerment, self-encouragement, and a kind of philosophy of spiritual evolution and creativity through constructive chaos. In Kara's writings, he gets to the heart of things and shows in great detail the best and the worst that humanity is capable of, and teaches that there is nothing that a person cannot become if they put their mind, heart, and soul to it. That's real salvation, sweetie! Plain and simple. It's raw, it's as Pagan as you can get, and it appeals to me big time. That's kind of why I've been encouraging you to get into his writings, philosophies, and beliefs! This stuff can not only save your life, it can enhance it, and give you wings of light to fly as high as the heavens with. It can make you a super girl! Kara told me once that he planned on creating a new spiritual path for people to follow through his writings, teachings, and ideas. So I'm following it! And if you follow it too... and you do seem to be... then kiddo there is nothing you won't be able to be, do, and achieve in life. It's all about spiritual alchemy, self transformation, spiritual evolution and more than a bit of good old fashioned counterculture style peace and love. He goes against the establishment, speaks and writes just what he thinks, believes, and knows, and for me that's what makes him a savior worth following. Yeah, Chloe, I know your mom is a Pagan! Lol. She and I are good friends. She's the one who hired me to be your therapist years ago, remember? Anyway, that's okay if you forgot that I knew! You sometimes get so much on your mind it makes you a little silly. But remember what I've taught you and if it gets like that for you just breathe calmly, try to relax, and focus on a happy thought. Any happy thought will do, so long as it's really super happy! Okay? Alright then! I wasn't sure what your mom's political stance was, but I'm not surprised she's liberal. That's a good thing in my book! Me, I'm totally non-political. But I am liberal by nature, and a bit of a libertine by nature too. Yeah Chloe, you just go ahead and read whatever you like honey. I'm glad you're planning on learning from Kara, that's what I was hoping for, for you actually.

Oh don't worry, I can handle the dark and mature stuff just fine! I'm 13 now, not super little anymore. Besides, it's the best way to learn more about Kara. He fascinates me so much! So he's the leader of his own kind of religion now. That's incredible! He said he was a full ordained Wiccan master, as well as a Gnostic high priest, but I didn't realize that his writings were all a part of that too. He told me what Gnosticism is and is all about, and how he practices a Pagan form of it. Some of what he was teaching me reminded me a LOT of the Force from Star Wars, like the whole concept of that. Which is cool! That means I get to learn how to use the Force. But if I get my own lightsaber, I want a RED one! Not a stupid boring blue one. Kara said his would be red if he had one too. Yeah, isn't chaos in Kara's beliefs a good thing? He said it stands for being creative without anything to hold you back. Yeah, I'm devoted like crazy to Kara's teachings. I'll be the best apprentice ever, you'll see! Yeah, I remember now about the year mom hired you to counsel me. I just don't like to think back about the reason why I needed that counseling. I told Kara all about it last night, cuz I wanted him to know everything about me. He was crying when I told him some of what I've been through in life. And when I told him that he makes me happy. But then he said that he was crying tears of joy because he never thought he could make a pretty little girl like me so happy. His exact words. I think he really likes me a LOT Sybil. And that makes me even happier! Yeah, I just always figured that you and mom were close friends, but I didn't know for sure if she told you much about her beliefs. I assumed she did. but I didn't know for sure. I know the perfect happy thought for when I get really depressed or sad or feeling mixed up! I'll picture Kara giving me a big hug and kiss. Just thinking about that makes me the happiest girl in the whole cosmos! I don't really know what a libertine is, but if you're one then it's cool with me. I'm learning lots and LOTS from Kara, Sybil! I can't wait to learn more and more too.

Listening to I'm in Love I'm all shook up.  You love is very hot.  Your hearts become one.  Keep on writing.