"the matrix"(the "traveler")

  
 
   
   
    this place it does greatly effect my being, but I clearly see.... and how this physical experience more or less without one's want/consent-follows one into "one's dreams...."
   
   
    from one "dream realm" into another.... this feels like a "waste of time" to me.... what is the point of experiencing all the projecting, the labels, the resistance, the themes?....  
   
   
   
  if this is some sort of test indeed-i am one who no longer wants to participate in this "dream".... good for them if they are happy, but this never was for me....  
   
   
it's like being forced to take the city bus, i'd take a different route-especially if it makes sense to walk ....