Edge of the Earth

I thought it would be kind of cool
to sort of... Venture to places that I find to have...

Interesting energies...

Places, where I see a visage of myself...

In order to surface that which is latent in the depths...

This was recorded in this nature area by the water...

Circa 3am...

I could feel the creatures of the wastes watching me...

It is interesting that such locations still exist,
even so close to civilization...

It is quite beautiful...

Last night...  I was out in this other area,
near my home, and a dear leapt out of nowhere...

This was a place where, in the past,
I saw a whole tribe of deers...  Just standing and looking at me...

But yes...

My camera...  I am still sort of...

Getting used to operating this thing...

Thus far I have not been able to capture with it
the subtle nuances of light and shadow...

I do not know how to gauge the quality
of its capacity...

I am going to try and work with the night vision apparatus...

And some other things...

I like it because it is small enough to fit into
this pocket of a war vest I wear...

But the battery...  I let it sit for a bit
and it discharges in interesting ways...

Like for this recording...

I was sort of seeing what I could see
and determine how I wanted to film this and then...

I just had to hit record...  :)))

With the idea of the flashing red light in the
back of my mind...

But I like that...  I like to have resistance...

I seek to cultivate the ability to break on
through to the other side...

In all circumstances...

I like the chaos and the obstacles...

I thought of like...

A series of "P-Logs"...  Poetry Logs...

I don't know that I like that...

I like the idea of each standing alone
as an art installation...

To institute energies into The Great Work...

I think about these things...

They are important to me...

I have been seeing different developments
in my life, which I attribute to the energies derived...

From The Writing...

It is still so strange to me...

How this all...  Came to be...

But it's cool...