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The Dreaded Phase
The silent moment
The dreaded phase.
Uncomfortable
Untelling
Unknowing
Unfair
Silent dismissal
This is the part I hate it always come before the end of something great.
Are you hoping to just fade it out, make it end organically, like it happened naturally.
I know all the games, it's why I don't go outside to play.
Are you hoping to just wait it out, make me the one to say it outloud.
So you can avoid it and say I destroyed it?
A beneficial plot twist, to make your escape.
I will always be foolish
I cannot change.
I cannot take away,
the part of me that craves,
That wants.
That waits.
If you want to go then go.
I'm stoic, I won't cry.
I'll just dissociate again.
Live my life numb.
Lonely
Forgotten
Uncaring
Indifferent.
Alone.
It's ok.
The dreaded phase.
Uncomfortable
Untelling
Unknowing
Unfair
Silent dismissal
This is the part I hate it always come before the end of something great.
Are you hoping to just fade it out, make it end organically, like it happened naturally.
I know all the games, it's why I don't go outside to play.
Are you hoping to just wait it out, make me the one to say it outloud.
So you can avoid it and say I destroyed it?
A beneficial plot twist, to make your escape.
I will always be foolish
I cannot change.
I cannot take away,
the part of me that craves,
That wants.
That waits.
If you want to go then go.
I'm stoic, I won't cry.
I'll just dissociate again.
Live my life numb.
Lonely
Forgotten
Uncaring
Indifferent.
Alone.
It's ok.
Published 5th Jun 2022
Author's Note
Insecurities, when you take a risk and you have no idea how it will pan out, but it mirrors previous situations like a script. So you brace yourself, make ready and make peace with the situation. So you don't break if it happens to not turn out in your favour.
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