Submissions by Miss_Haides
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I observe everything around me, I analyse my thoughts then I just write it down. Been writing lyrics since 16 and poems since I was a little kid.
SELF POEM
Published
25th Oct 2022 7:11pm
25th Oct 2022 7:11pm
Only one of me.
It's that time again again.
Where I say to the children just a little but longer and all will be fine.
Where I say to myself maybe this time.
The good part is finally around the corner.
The boy is grown ready to leave home.
Could I have done more?
Where I say to the children just a little but longer and all will be fine.
Where I say to myself maybe this time.
The good part is finally around the corner.
The boy is grown ready to leave home.
Could I have done more?
#love
#parent
#memories
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Aug 2022 4:56pm
10th Aug 2022 4:56pm
You Get What You Ask For
Don't fall in love yet you tell me
And I won't
Because I do as I'm told
And time will drift us apart
It won't even hurt me
I won't feel anything
It will bother you in the end
That I did as you asked
Sometimes you will think about me.
But I won't think about you
Because I'm not supposed to
I could have.
I could have felt.
I could have given more.
But I just give a small part
A glimpse
A look
A moment.
A temporary comfort.
Because it's what you wanted
And you will never wish ...
And I won't
Because I do as I'm told
And time will drift us apart
It won't even hurt me
I won't feel anything
It will bother you in the end
That I did as you asked
Sometimes you will think about me.
But I won't think about you
Because I'm not supposed to
I could have.
I could have felt.
I could have given more.
But I just give a small part
A glimpse
A look
A moment.
A temporary comfort.
Because it's what you wanted
And you will never wish ...
#anxiety
#loneliness
#disappointment
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Jul 2022 5:18am
26th Jul 2022 5:18am
No obligation
Today I'm feeling strong.
Today is the day to hurt me.
If you feel like you need to escape.
Today is the best day.
Nothing can phase me.
Today is the day I can switch off.
Place myself back under lock.
I don't need to be liked.
Loved
Embraced
Remembered.
I don't need anything or anyone.
If you've had enough of heartless fun.
Then just tell me you are done.
My walls are strong again.
You've had your peep inside.
The preview, a taste, a sample of what I'm like.
If it's something you don't want or like. ...
Today is the day to hurt me.
If you feel like you need to escape.
Today is the best day.
Nothing can phase me.
Today is the day I can switch off.
Place myself back under lock.
I don't need to be liked.
Loved
Embraced
Remembered.
I don't need anything or anyone.
If you've had enough of heartless fun.
Then just tell me you are done.
My walls are strong again.
You've had your peep inside.
The preview, a taste, a sample of what I'm like.
If it's something you don't want or like. ...
#sadness
#lust
#betrayal
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EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Jul 2022 3:52pm
18th Jul 2022 3:52pm
Different
You have shifted my mindset.
Made me want what I could never hope to get.
Press me again, tell me I'm disgusting,
the sweet words creates a rush in me.
The worst actions are a frivolous threat.
I am more different than I anticipated.
I crave death habitually and now I crave mistreatment.
You are more than I calculated. I assumed you were all talk and now I want to hear it all.
Show me your words in ways we can not speak. Don't apologise don't break the tension.
Make me feel weak.
Made me want what I could never hope to get.
Press me again, tell me I'm disgusting,
the sweet words creates a rush in me.
The worst actions are a frivolous threat.
I am more different than I anticipated.
I crave death habitually and now I crave mistreatment.
You are more than I calculated. I assumed you were all talk and now I want to hear it all.
Show me your words in ways we can not speak. Don't apologise don't break the tension.
Make me feel weak.
#lust
#sex
#fear
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EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Jul 2022 3:51pm
18th Jul 2022 3:51pm
Want
You look the way I imagine men should look.
You feel the way I imagined men should feel.
You taste the way I imagined men should taste.
Your violence is the way I imagined violence should be placed, in arousal, in lust, in temporary disgrace.
Heavy handed. Misplaced intentions.
Anticipation finally met with force, with slight hesitation.
Take it again, I will in any capacity.
I want to take.
I want to hurt.
I want to break.
Just in the moment to let go, to be blind to all else. To drown.
You feel the way I imagined men should feel.
You taste the way I imagined men should taste.
Your violence is the way I imagined violence should be placed, in arousal, in lust, in temporary disgrace.
Heavy handed. Misplaced intentions.
Anticipation finally met with force, with slight hesitation.
Take it again, I will in any capacity.
I want to take.
I want to hurt.
I want to break.
Just in the moment to let go, to be blind to all else. To drown.
#lust
#sex
#violence
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jul 2022 3:50pm
17th Jul 2022 3:50pm
I want to be part of that.
I watch the others.
Everyone else.
With their laughter
Their friendships
Their smiles
I want that.
I walk alone in the city.
To and from work.
Feeling crushed broken
Alone Sad.
Afraid.
I want to be like the others.
I wonder what it's like.
To be liked.
To be loved.
To be accepted.
To belong.
I want to be part of that.
I feel like a ghost.
Am I even real.
Do people even see me.
I'm so sad, all the time.
Just there constantly.
I want to be someone else.
...
Everyone else.
With their laughter
Their friendships
Their smiles
I want that.
I walk alone in the city.
To and from work.
Feeling crushed broken
Alone Sad.
Afraid.
I want to be like the others.
I wonder what it's like.
To be liked.
To be loved.
To be accepted.
To belong.
I want to be part of that.
I feel like a ghost.
Am I even real.
Do people even see me.
I'm so sad, all the time.
Just there constantly.
I want to be someone else.
...
#depression
#loneliness
#dreams
#suicide
#nightmares
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jul 2022 3:48pm
17th Jul 2022 3:48pm
Coffee for One.
Medium flat white extra shot one sugar.
That's how I have my coffee.
How do you want your coffee invisible person.
Imaginary mate.
I see people walking together, holding hands, laughing, having fun.
It crushes me.
I sip my coffee, it's good, just how I like it.
Maybe I will see you today.
We will somehow cross paths.
And it will be like we almost recognise each other.
Perfect strangers.
I will sip my coffee and smile making awkward conversation.
You will think it's adorable.
I want to be part of something, anything....
That's how I have my coffee.
How do you want your coffee invisible person.
Imaginary mate.
I see people walking together, holding hands, laughing, having fun.
It crushes me.
I sip my coffee, it's good, just how I like it.
Maybe I will see you today.
We will somehow cross paths.
And it will be like we almost recognise each other.
Perfect strangers.
I will sip my coffee and smile making awkward conversation.
You will think it's adorable.
I want to be part of something, anything....
#sadness
#love
#loneliness #emptiness
#loneliness #emptiness
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Jun 2022 10:09am
27th Jun 2022 10:09am
Would You Like To
Would you like to know me
To understand the depths of my soul
I can show you
The secret
To life
To love
To happiness
Come a little closer
I will comfort you
Make you safe
Make you brave
Make you strong
Make you feel again
You can crumble
Cry
Release
I will hold this space
For you
You will grow
Into your authencity
This is my gift
For you
To understand the depths of my soul
I can show you
The secret
To life
To love
To happiness
Come a little closer
I will comfort you
Make you safe
Make you brave
Make you strong
Make you feel again
You can crumble
Cry
Release
I will hold this space
For you
You will grow
Into your authencity
This is my gift
For you
#strength
#hope
#motivational
#respect
#SelfDiscovery
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Jun 2022 9:28am
25th Jun 2022 9:28am
Hidden Desires
She plays it too cool.
Too cold. Too casual. Too quiet.
So she will never be too much, too loud, too intolerable.
She says nothing, she doesn't initiate. She follows cues, only reflecting what is given.
She becomes too plain.
But she likes to touch, to taste, to cry, to be afraid.
She wants to feel anything other than the everyday.
She likes to listen, to offer hope,
To make you feel less strange.
She will tell you, you belong
You have a place.
And she will hide away.
...
Too cold. Too casual. Too quiet.
So she will never be too much, too loud, too intolerable.
She says nothing, she doesn't initiate. She follows cues, only reflecting what is given.
She becomes too plain.
But she likes to touch, to taste, to cry, to be afraid.
She wants to feel anything other than the everyday.
She likes to listen, to offer hope,
To make you feel less strange.
She will tell you, you belong
You have a place.
And she will hide away.
...
#love
#hope
#sacrifice
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2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Jun 2022 9:09am
25th Jun 2022 9:09am
You Could Try
If I could chose you I would
But the decision is not solely mine
You'd have to choose me
Choose hope choose life.
I watch you choose fear
It hurts
Knowing what I know
The wisdom I've grown.
Reluctant to be near
The worst
Sowing what I sow
It should be clear.
That I am safe.
That I am real.
There is a way
To think and feel,
great feelings, great thoughts.
It's not all, pain and hurt.
I know my worth.
That you don't see.
I could lift you up.
But I will watch
...
But the decision is not solely mine
You'd have to choose me
Choose hope choose life.
I watch you choose fear
It hurts
Knowing what I know
The wisdom I've grown.
Reluctant to be near
The worst
Sowing what I sow
It should be clear.
That I am safe.
That I am real.
There is a way
To think and feel,
great feelings, great thoughts.
It's not all, pain and hurt.
I know my worth.
That you don't see.
I could lift you up.
But I will watch
...
#love
#confusion
#fear
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jun 2022 3:57pm
23rd Jun 2022 3:57pm
Everyday Dreamer
I dream everyday.
Every moment
Of everyday
I long for change
I dream of beauty
Peace
Stillness
Safety
Love
And everyday a nightmare unfolds before my eyes.
I hope one day I wake up
And find joy.
Every moment
Of everyday
I long for change
I dream of beauty
Peace
Stillness
Safety
Love
And everyday a nightmare unfolds before my eyes.
I hope one day I wake up
And find joy.
#hope
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jun 2022 1:25pm
23rd Jun 2022 1:25pm
Alone
I am alone
A life of solitude
This is my fate.
Others look in.
But never join in.
They do cheer
So Strong!
So Brave!
So Inspirational!
So Beautiful
So Intelligent
It's painful.
You can be a million amazing things.
It means nothing.
It won't get you love
Or friends
Or hope
Or progress.
People will lie.
They will say they like you
Or even love you.
But they will fade away.
It's just a taste.
So you really know what you are missing.
It will...
A life of solitude
This is my fate.
Others look in.
But never join in.
They do cheer
So Strong!
So Brave!
So Inspirational!
So Beautiful
So Intelligent
It's painful.
You can be a million amazing things.
It means nothing.
It won't get you love
Or friends
Or hope
Or progress.
People will lie.
They will say they like you
Or even love you.
But they will fade away.
It's just a taste.
So you really know what you are missing.
It will...
#grief
#dark
#suicide
#shame
#emptiness
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